01 23 hrs
18.
Babylove. Thank you for always standing by me, I’m not a very easy person to live with, yet you never once gave up or wanted to let go. I love you so much, many more years to come :3
03 53 hrs
17.
Its not today nor was it yesterday. 31st. I still feel awkward or nervous when you look/ stare at me. Like as though I look funny or there’s something on my face. I still get the same feeling when I’ve finally found you amongst the crowd. Excited/ ecstatic. I love you more today than I did yesterday and more tomorrow than I do today.
There’s always a possibility that there might be others out there who might treat me better but why should I care? I don’t care because I love you so so much, and I want to be yours, always. I want to be someone who can make you the happiest man alive, who can make you smile, who loves you dearly more than anyone else, who will always be here, waiting, no matter what or who may come in the way, and someone who you can be proud of.
Loving you always, g.
23 56 hrs
A fresh new start is all I ask. Today was a better day, we were happy at least. Happy 17th kitty, many more to come :3 I love you, always.
23 22 hrs
You didn’t bother calling, you promised to always send me home ever since we started dating, I told you, you were different from before, I guess you don’t believe
23 20 hrs
I’m crying because of you, and us, but you didn’t ask me if I was okay. I’m not sure if you care or are those only words.
21 17 hrs
The quarrels seem unending, must we return back to where we were before? When it seemed like all hope is gone? Is it? I don’t know.
22 00 hrs
I’ll only fight for you, when you fight for me too, remember that. Cause that’s when I know that I have your heart because you have mine.
03 21 hrs
I can’t sleep, I worry for you, for us. Everything hurts, I’d be lying if I said I was okay. I don’t think we’d ever okay or be the same again.
03 04 hrs
Am I too ugly for you not to bring me along, maybe I’m not good enough for you. Too annoying maybe.
Told myself I wouldn’t cry, yet I am, once again.
00 52 hrs
Yknow in my heart, I’d give you chances, to hold me or to apologize. But you’d always fail me. Why. There’s not much left of my heart, yet I gave everything to you, is it worth it?
23 07 hrs
“think of me, think of me fondly, when we say goodbye. remember me, once in a while please promise me you’ll try.”
Baby, thank God for allowing me to have such a wonderful boyfriend.
& I sincere pray that God will lead me to the right job.
01 11 hrs
All my life I have never seen myself this vulnerable. I guess it happens when you let someone in completely. I give up too easily, or not, but my mind wants me to, but my heart doesn’t. A constant raging war. It’s confusing, complicating but I can’t help it, that is how I work. Thank you to the boy for not ever giving up. Till then, I’ll be waiting.
K. I miss you. Everyday.
00 03 hrs
I’m scared I’m really scared. It makes me not want to do this, but this is not going to be the only obstacle in our lives right? No point running away from it but to face it.
“God will make a way, when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me. He will be my guide, hold me closely to His side. With love and strength for each new day, He will make a way. He will make a way. Through the railway in the wilderness, He’ll lead me. Rivers in the desert will I see. Heaven and earth may fade, but His love will still remain. He will do something new today.”
I’m trusting God and you wholeheartedly that we’d make it through, with God’s help.
16 31 hrs
“How can you love another when you know what you had was the best?”
I don’t ever wanna love any other.
00 57 hrs
I miss you every second of every hour of everyday.
